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05 June 2008 @ 07:33 pm

I want to make a new story involving like... let's see. Dogs and people. But. I. Dunno how it'd work. It would be like a combination of Pokemon and the His Dark Materials trilogy... like, it would be a world where everyone would have their own dog companion and there's a group of 'em that have to save the world. With their dogs.


But the people wouldn't make the dogs dogs fight each other like in Pokemon because... well, that's bad. Bad news bears. So. I dunno how it'd work. :C


It's raining again.
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Current Music: "Dogfight", Move
04 June 2008 @ 06:52 pm
I just read an article about which colleges and universities that are most likely to have graduates who become billionaires. No art colleges were listed.


Today I had McDonald's for the first time in years. My mouth still tastes like onions. MMM DELICIOUS D8

OK. I have rambled quite enough.
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Current Mood: tiredwiped
Current Music: "Knock 'Em Out", Lily Allen
01 June 2008 @ 10:24 pm
Oh art. How I need to do you. And not in a good way.

So all the buses decided to be against me today. Cuz I forgot it was Sunday and didn't check the schedules correctly. So I didn't make it to Mia's grad party :C I'M SORRY MIA

But I got a new betta! He's a Halfmoon tail and really light, almost white, with some reddish tinge. His name is Epsilon, keeping with the whole Greek Alphabet thing. 8D He's pretty. I was going to get this blue one with yellow fins but he looked kind of sickly. So. :| He and Alpha are being jerks, though, so I have a divider between their tanks so they can't see each other. D8

Week From Hell coming up. *die* Oh well. Money!
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Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: "Poor Thing", Sweeney Todd
30 May 2008 @ 12:57 am
Ok seriously, what the hell is wrong with me.

I feel like there's definitely a noticeable change in my mood and I don't like it one bit.

Seriously. What is going on.

I HATE THIS and I hate complaining about it because I sound like such an EMO KID.

Fuck it. Bedtime. Because sleeping is a good way of avoiding your problems.

Not that I even know what I'm avoiding, exactly.
29 May 2008 @ 11:08 pm
Dopey just kicked me in my fucking eye.


OK that's it.
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Current Mood: awakeawake
29 May 2008 @ 07:25 pm


(for those who don't know, I'm throwing pretty much the exact same contest right now and I have a story in the works for it)

Oddly enough I'm not upset about it this time. (Haha, how does THAT work?)

And OK, it doesn't look like she has an actual story behind it, so. I'm think I'm in the clear.


Actually, this whole week has been weird. Like, cosmically so. D8

In other news, I without thinking offered to take two of Ben's shifts, so I'll be working from 6:15am - 6:30pm for Wednesday and Friday next week. 8|

Needless to say, I am going to die. 8|||||||
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Current Mood: crazyWHAT IS GOING ON
Current Music: "Out There", HoND
29 May 2008 @ 12:20 am
So I am toying with the idea of seeing a psychiatrist. Or psychologist, whoever it is who sits in a room with you and lets you talk about all your problems. And by that I mean a therapist.

Either that or investing in some self-help books.

Like... I'm not depressed or anything, but for some reason I'm going through a period where I have a lot of self-loathing and low confidence. And by that I mean more than usual. And I'm really getting sick of it. I'm coming to realize that I have a lot of really ridiculous doubts and fears and I want to get over them, but I dunno how to do that.

Plus I've always kind of wanted to see a shrink. x3

So yeah.
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Current Music: "Sanctuary", HoND soundtrack
27 May 2008 @ 12:07 pm

Ok I totally figured out why I was so upset over the whole Highschool of Notre Dame thing.

If I have a similar idea to another artist, especially a popular artist, I'm afraid I'll be accused of copying. Regardless of who did it first. Which I know is ridiculous because I know artists have similar ideas all the time, but... yeah. I did this all the time in art school, when Cedar Marie would say something like, "oh, check this artist out, they might influence your ideas" and I would try to steer away from anything even remotely related to what that artist did because I didn't want to be TOO influenced.

I think also if I see something that has been done before and I realize that I'm doing something like it, I want to completely change my ideas. And I'm rather fond of my ideas.

Yes. Hurrah for epiphanies.

Although... looking at it, a shit ton of my eXiled episode ideas were directly influenced by Charmed. WTF. Damnit. Well I'm a bloody hypocrite then. :|

Ok. Time to work and ignore this shiiiiizzat.

In other news, I acquired Switchfoot's album, "The Beautiful Letdown" and I must say I am rather liking it a lot and it's making me feel like Erica. But, unlike Erica, I don't like Dashboard Confessional. Except for "Vindicated". But that song just makes me think of Spider-Man. So. It's not too bad.
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Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: "This Is Your Life", Switchfoot
26 May 2008 @ 03:42 pm
HEY. Those who make videos/record voices/what have you.

I am on the hunt for a (free) audio program. Preferably one that will let me record voice/noises, change voices (i.e. make it Chipmunk-y or alter it in some way via filters or whatever) and one that is better than the voice recording function in iMovie.

Any recommendations??

oh my god the ice cream truck. RUN AWAY!
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Current Music: "Still Alive", Portal
25 May 2008 @ 07:56 pm

So I have all of these film/video/animation ideas that I want to do, but I dunno whether to do them now or wait until I get back to college. D8

And I'm also really nervous that I'm not going to TRY next semester. That I'm just going to settle for what I'm comfortable with instead of actually reaching out and trying new things. But that's a rant for another day.

Yo artsy-folk, we need an art night soon. I need to talk about these terrible things swimming about in my brain.

Also, I beat Portal again (BY MYSELF, ED. Wait you're not on here. But anyway). Took me about half as long as when I played it at Cameron's. 8D
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